Holding Back

Should I tell you
How much
In the past year
I cared
About you
And the life you live?

Would you disregard
My feelings
Without even thinking
How much sh*t
You've put me through?

Is it worth
Pouring my
Heart and soul
Out to you

Or will it be
Like every other time
When you
Would just
Pass me down the line?

What do I say
To the person
I can't seem
To live without
Who won't realize
That fate fuked up

There's still a chance
To make things
Right
But it takes
Two people
To put up a fight

I hate you
For not trying
I won't ever
Give up

Because
Deep down
I know you wish
Things didn't happen
The way they did
That should have been me
But its not
I can accept that

Just try
To comprehend
The fact
That I will never
Stop loving you

So
Why don't you
Tell me
What's holding
You back?