VANISHED BY YOU

It's been years when you said you want to be alone
To find yourself and think if you still want to won
My heart and pure soul to be with you till the end
To share your happiness and made my heart unbroken

We've became friends since then, impossible as they say
Past lovers can't be friends but we did it come what may
Yes, it's hard and it's hurt to be just your friend
But I accept it hoping our love will not end

Could you tell me if I am still special?
Cause days have passed but still were just pal
Can't give my hugs and kisses that made you warm
And show my care that brings no harm

I thought it was ok to know you're with someone else
See you holding each other I believe it's a mess
But for me it's better to know everything
Every single moment to your life is happening

In the end of the night it makes me think
Is this what I want and I want to involve with
Will I let the pain kills me or will I fight
Cause my tears keeps falling day and night

Some people ask, why do I let this?
Let you be the only man that made me sick
What did you do, why I'm crazy for you?
Why I feel so much love for you?

There's a time in my life where I want to stop
On believing in you and be mad
But this was just for hours or days
It's not taking a lot of time that you're away

I can't let go of you because you're my strength
I'll fight the destiny if it tells we're not meant
Whatever happens I will love you still
Even if others go between our will

All the heartaches and pain will be ignored
If you'll come back and change the mode
Bring back the old you that complete my happiness
Making each day of my life full of sweetness

Some say I'm stupid to wait for you
But it is my patience that choose to
My mind said there's a lot out there
But my heart say I can't find any you somewhere

Maybe it's true maybe its not
Maybe our pride or just the tightness of our love
Who keeps holding on to see you back
And make our hands forever lock

I don't know till when I remain
As a girl who is waiting in vain
Hoping that someday you could see my worth
And will hold and love me until the end of the world