Myself

Reading through the pages of a book,
Watching TV,giving characters a look,
Observing the crowd everywhere,
I search for someone dear,
I am talking about my dear self,
Wondering its a mystery in itself,

Sometimes it says look before you leap,
Sometimes it says enjoy like a freak,
Sometimes it says join the big world,
Sometimes it says stand aloof without a word,
Sometimes it stops me from doing bad,
Other times it says in this world bad is glad.

Oh God!Such a big mystery,
Want to solve it before i become history,
God please help me with this,
It would be the greatest bliss,
Hope God gets me some help,
And i find my dear self.