Why are you still holding on to my heart
when i know you have thrown it away
i know i was wrong from the start
just looking at your pictures bring me pain
i want to hold you in my arms and whisper in you ear
i want you to feel my breath on your neck
and give you shivers down you spine
i want you to know that you still hold my heart
and if you want to let it go just let me know
I'm still seeing you every night in my dreams
i want this to be over with so you can be happy
but i don't know how to shut you out
your so beautiful i should have never let you go
every moment I'm not with you is a moment lost forever
your eyes can piers through my soul with out trying
and your the only one who sees the real me
I'm still in love with you but ill say it quietly
so no one but you can hear my shame
I'm wishing i could be the one to call you my own
but instead I'm the one awake and screaming your name
I'm sorry you have to read this
it just makes me feel better that you know
how i truly feel inside
and how ill never let you go
you know what they say about true love is right
its often hard to find
and when you have it hold on tight
don't take it for granted or you'll be sorry all your life
so this is where the story ends
I'm sorry again that you had to read this
ill leave you alone until your ready
ill always be here for you as your lover, your friend
