Have you ever.

Have you ever loved someone,
but your feelings changed?,
have you ever tried to tell them,
but of course he takes it the wrong way,
have you ever wanted to break up with someone,
but you feel like he is the only one you need,
in one way you want a relationship,
on the other hand you want to be free,
the trust has been broken many times,
but of course you go back again,
even though the night he broke your trust,
was the night he wanted your best friend,
am i the one in the wrong?,
do i judge on peoples mistakes,
or is this the way it was suppose to end,
was i meant to go through this heartbreak?,
i wish i didn't want you,
i wish i wanted you dead,
i wish i didn't care,
but i sit here thinking of you instead.