I sit there in my room,
not to sure what to do ,
climb on the roof???
maybe,
maybe not,
i need proof,
if this is what love is ,
if this is what puts me in this gaze,
will we this last,
or will we just blast ,
into a million pieces ,
help!!!!! I'm so trapped ,
i love him!! i know i do,
I'm engaged for gods sake,
i love him its true ,
but I'm so scared,
What happens if he hurts me,
if he uses me ,
if he tricks me ,
into something i don't want ,
something i didn't plan ,
what if he ran ,
dam,
ill love him though with every fiber of me,
even if he makes me bleed ,
ill stick with him,
till my dying day,
i will always love him ,
even if he does not love me back
ill love him to the end ,
till my last breath
ill never surrender to anyone else,
it will always be him
