I lied

Unconciously I lied
to everyone
to myself
to my heart
to my head

I try & try
To Pretend I hide it oh so well
I didnt even realize that thats
what brought on this hell

I wanted to be over you
I finally go them to believe
I hid my love in the back of my head
and never let it out

Unconciously I lied
to everyone
to myself
to my heart
to my head

I thought I moved on
I truly believed it too
I fell for him
I even loved him
I thought more
then i liked you

This was all trickery
My mindset was false
I still hide it within
Thought I realize
This fact & I feel grim

Unconciously I lied
to everyone
to myself
to my heart
to my head

I know it now
I shall say it once
I love him though I do
I know that I am still IN love with you

I love him as a friend even more
Is what I pretend
I love you with everything
I care so much

Unconciously I lied
to everyone
to myself
to my heart
to my head

The fact you had to be the one to tell me
Has the worst effect you were right i am wrong
I love you though this I'll never say
I juss had to express my turth on this day