My little blade

The pressure of you on my skin god...it feels so great
the penetration of my skin makes it bleed so much.
all my fears and pain sliver into the dark...
as I'm lying there hopeless and drenched
blackened tears running down my face...
air becomes tight ,my lungs gasping for air
as I'm starting to lose sight...
sirens screaming and lights a blare...
please dont help me ...I'm almost there.