Something to Lose

I wish I had something to lose
I wish I had something to prove
I wish I had something to give
I wish I had a reason to live

This life gets more and more pointless every god damn day
The monotonous life I live is unsatisfying and for it I pay
With depression and insomnia, these pills don't do anything
My brain is tingling, migraines kicking in, every day blinding
If only I had something, anything to live for
I don't know why I do this anymore

Can you give me a reason to take another step?
Can you give me a reason to take another breath?
Can you give me a reason to not give up?
Can you give me a reason when push comes to shove?

If I had something to lose it would be gone by now
I've had everything taken from me and never knew how
The world I live in is so cold with no life at all
My walk, once proud is reduced to a crawl
If I had something to lose it would make me seem human again
There's nothing human about being alive because at the end of your thoughts is a pen
And no other reason.