Huge Mistake

I'm sorry for asking your best friend.
I though of asking you but i was scared that you might say no, because i like you so much.
If you forgave my mistake i wouldn't hurt as much.
Maybe i wouldn't feel so lost
if i knew how much pain this would cause.
Now oceans of tears floating from my weary eyes with nothing left to gain.
So many emotions so messed up,
Love,hate,confusion,anger and so many more i can not explain.
Please forgive me for what i know i made a HUGE MISTAKE