I think everyone leaves me
but I push them away
One can only deal with so much drama
I've got no one to but myself
But I expect everyone to make me better
Because I don't have the strength
Or is it just because I don't care anymore
I shouldn't expect everyone to help me
But how do I find the stength to help myself
I just don't know
I need to learn
You would think I may have learned some stuff
Like keep your guard up
Don't fall in love so easily
Don't second guess yourself
Be confident
Ignore what they say
Live for you
I know these things I just can't do them
I don't want to
I want to just die
I"m sick of this messed up thing called life
