Wondering if the light will every return
Waiting for happiness to surface
Bury all the tears that flooded your mind
Forget all that has betrayed. let them burn!
i will never survive!
the pain inside
will eat me alive!
No matter how hard i try
To bury my past!
It will be dug up endlessly!
What will i do in the end
When my memories are killing me
my reality has been shattered
And the only thing
I have left
Is a fragmented sense of belonging
Lucky are those with nothing else to call there own
The words being said are the emptiness this one feels within
And as the surface may look calm and willing
Just under the skin is someone drowning