Times are passing

Whats with this
I should hate you
want to suffocate
every breath you take
Death threats
murdering thoughts
befriending me
standing against all I am
reaching out
only to use my body
But somehow
I still I find myself standing
where I should walk away
standing up for you
working to help all I can
though some nights all I want
is to blow your mind
scream out
how much I have changed
I seem to freeze
every time your around
am I still clinging to a feudal hope
dreaming of passion
something so real
is it only that I remember what once was
the days I sought your word
your touch
you showed me something
long ago
that love could be more
than some stupid fantasy
you still know nothing
of the person I've truly become
the hate I feel for who you are
Its funny to me
we stand so far apart
against everything each other are
and yet we still cling to what was
Not sure to love or hate
but heres the news you never knew
times are different
as you have changed
as have I
And someday you will see it
but to little to late
I am realizing now
it was never meant to be
I'm walking away
from you it seems
times are changing
don't be surprised
it the next time you see me
I'm not what you remember
if I pass you by with out a care
Try not to stair
times are changing
And my life has passed you by

Dedicated to JUSTIN B