One cycle after the other...

Why does life
Seem to be so hard?
Even when the best of things
happen to you
all you can do is
grieve over stress,
Or loss of someone,
Or just a person's absense.
In my case
I grieve over loneliness
I stand in a room
Full of hundreds of people
But still I grieve over
That one special someone
That I wish would come into my life
And rescue me from this
Eternal nightmare of my own mind.
That one special person
That I speak of,
Sees me every day
And I him.
I yet don't understand
The mixed emotions
Between us
And in turn
Those mixed emotions
Prevent me from
Understanding them.
One cycle after the other....