I only want you

Is this a nightmare that I see?
Or does this happen to be a dream thats my reality?
I can't runaway
Lost in my thoughts about the day
My mind runs wild
Like I did as a child
Wishing to have the wind blow through my hair
Now locked up gasping for air
What did I do that was so bad?
Once happy now your mad
Down in the basement is my home
Dark, cold, and left all alone
When let free
Your the only one I want to see
Instead of wanting to die
I wait for you to make me smile and not cry
Going a day without seeing you seems like forever
But its your choice if we get together
I know it will never come true
But I can't help but like you
So I return to my place
And only picture seeing your face
As I lay in my so called bed
My thoughts remain with you in my head
Someone wake me up just don't make me scream
And tell me if this is real life or just a dream