All of my life I have been asking God just one question. Why me? I've been a good kid. Why do I have to go through all of this? I've lost my family and no one will tell me why. I lost the family I fell in love with when I was adopted. Now I have a new family who doesn't seem to care about me at all. They did. For a while. Till my brother left. Now they just want to be rid of me. I have lost all of my good friends. It seems as if the whole world is against me. I stopped asking why and just went through it. I didn't feel anything. Now I find myself asking that one question again. Why me? Why do I have to love a man who doesn't love me back? Why does his friend lead me on so much, knowing how I feel? Why can't a person choose who their heart loves? Why me? This time I can't crawl back into a shell and feel no emotions. I feel so torn. I want to love one man, but my heart won't stop loving the other one. Love is said to be the best thing to happen to anyone, but I disagree. Love has only made my life miserable. I've lost too many people I love, I don't know if I can aford to lose another.
