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by ephemera Jan 18, 2008 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
I long for days when I had hope When the sun wasn't a reminder Of days that I didn't dread And I find myself in deeper Changing the way I look Just to reflect my inner self Trying to compromise I'm afraid you can't help I've had better days And I can't change my ways Because I've lost my heart The only thing I can find is dark What if we could start over? Take a stab at another chance Maybe we would put more into it More heart in this romance But who am I fooling? I know I gave it everything That's why I'm the one hurting That's why I've been suffering I've had better days And I can't change my ways Because I've lost my heart The only thing I can find is dark And I'm letting it get to me I am losing control And for once, it feels so good Darkness becomes me