Only the last words will make you change

I only try to comfort you
Id live and die for you
but never seen
never heard
you only turn away
Beaten down
Beaten to the ground
I watch as you walk away
No tears
No broken pieces
Just a simple smile on your face
A simple smile
that hides the feelings that are deep down
I guess I will never feel it
Only the fire burns deep down inside of me
The sadness
The broken
The depressed
I'm just something in the way of your happiness
Just take the sword next to you and stab me
Draw my blood
Watch my tears run down my checks
Watch as fall to my knees
Hear as I tell you my last words
As I tell you
The words that change your life
Let me still your pain
I'm broken
Open
I don't feel right
not strong
not weak
Just broken
Just lonesome
Falling beneath you
Falling because of you
I'm sorry
If i gave you the truth
would u be convinced
would you be so much more than me?
nothing you can say
will change the day
you took that sword
and heard my last words
I will break
you can see whats written on my heart
BREAK!
All i want to do is BREAK
I'm so sick
so sick
Emptiness
I'm so sick
with words
the words you tell that say only lies
Just hear as I scream in your ear
Its all around
All around me
Sickness
Death
Depression
nothing happy
crawls my way
only will the darkness
Grant me one wish
A wish that means nothing but pain
Pain the only thing i feel
when i look into the eyes of you
I can feel you all around me
I'm alive
Alive I sit
As I watch you stare at me
Wishing you could just cry
But you keep your smile upon your face
Silence you bow your head
My last words just hang in the air
Just pull a trigger
Slash Ur sword upon my neck
I'm done
Done waiting for the mistakes
you lay upon my grave
Set me free
With these last words
I said
that lay in the air
that you breath
" I love you"