Truth is. I'm scared. You scare me. Your trust pushes me away. Your honesty brings fear. I'm not use to what you see. I'm not use to what you say. I'm scared
of what you'll do. I'm scared you wont want to stay. I was captivated by us from the very first word i said. I was scared of my emotions, and what was
in my head. I can't go back now, but I feel I want you still. I want to ask you how, but I know I don't have the will. I need to escape my paranoia
and just trust what you feel. But at the same time I don't feel like its being given, but more like something I'll steal. I'm scared of what you say, and what
you'll maybe do. I'm frightened by your kindness, I'm scared of you. You only see the quarter of me, the part I show to all. But you haven't seen me
at my worse, you've never seen me when I fall. But you're like a wave through my body that wont leave me alone. You're affection I don't deserve,
please don't make me feel at home.I know I'm not good for what you think, I don't know how I can be myself around you. You bring out the real me in a
blink, and I don't know what it is you do. I'm scared of how I feel, I'm scared of what you'll doom scared of the mistakes I'll make, I'm scared I'll hurt you.
You're above all the others, I knew that the moment we spoke. You were so pure and kind, I'd smile when I woke. You cared more about my words,
then the way I looked at first. And when you finally saw me, you said the opposite of the worst. I want you, and need you, but I'm scared you want me
too. I need you, I want you, and I don't know what to do.
