I don't deserve this happiness, I feel I'm cheating when I smile. I don't deserve to live fast, but I do deserve to die.
I don't deserve the better in people, as I'm the one who makes them worse. I don't deserve the compassion from you,
I don't deserve remorse. I can't accept my happiness, unless it all goes back to before, I can't accept you're envy, as
I believe in nothing anymore. I can't accept your love, It feels that your wasting something precious on me. I won't give back your comments, I
felt the truth in every single word, I won't give back your dishonesty, it's what makes me who I am, I won't give back the things you say,
There the only things I have. I'm screaming at the world I belong, where I cry to make things fine. Where my hell is my paradise, without my
favorite song. I miss the way it was, when I was wondering why it was me. I miss the way you were, how judgmental you could be.
I miss my oblivious shadow, always imitating the mistakes I've made, I miss my mistakes, I miss being saved.
