Second me

I look into the mirror,
and i see,
I'm screaming silently,
desperately impatiently yelling.

I'm yelling to come out,
because inside I'm defying myself,
I'm not let me out.

I'm wasting myself away,
i do it with all the pain,
I'm hiding inside,
wishing that this person I've spontaneously become could die.

But i don't,
i choose to be ignorant,
i choose to lie,
i attempt to die.

But none of it works,
so i break down and cry,
but i swear,
tonight this new person will die