Trouble has to come eventually, if you want to know i'm safe

MOM........
DAD.......
I Know you kinda of mad lately, it's been that way before. I'm really truly sorry, i know you only want me to soar, but I've been a little sick lately of life and love and friends cause everything thats been happening seems like its never gonna end and as you read you will think that i just trying to suck up, but the truth is, this is my life.....I'm just a girl trying to survive without your help and you want me to know what to do when all the truth comes out, but I'm not the strongest in the world, and i admit that i need help lifting the weight of things sometimes, and if help me then i might just see that you know I'm not trying to hurt you on purpose............your..........daughter.....