Many years ago
I saw your bags packed
I saw your car
You sat my down and told me this was goodbye
You said u loved me but had to move on
I cryed and cryed
I held on to you and beg u not to leave me
I knew i wouldnt see u again
You promised to come back
You ran away from your family
So u didnt have to deal
It must of been nice
You left me here alone
You left mom to pick up the peices
As I watched your car leave
I locked myself in my room
I didnt know want to do
I made myself sick
Over you
I didnt think i would ever stop crying
I knew you werent comeing back
I knew you didnt care
Or loved me back
I knew nothing last forever
But dont u think i wanted a father
No one understood me
No one wanted me
I started to learn things for myself
I took chances
I could of died
I tryed to make u proud
I tryed to make u want me
I looked for you
Everywere, everyplace i went
The person i loved most was gone
