I try to look happy
I try to lie
I hide all the pain
I hid everything i feel
I smile becuz i dont want to let anyone see the pain
Because theres no use trying
On soemthing that cant be fixed
I dont like what happend
I dont like who i am
But i cant change it
I feel stupid
I feel bad
I feel like i mad another mistake
I just dont belong
I look around i relize im much dieerent
Im trying so hard
But im slowly dieing
They tryed to kill me
I guess it worked
Because everything i knew
Everything i felt
Is gone
When i saw him
I looked happy
I didnt want him to know he fu**ed up my life
And everything i was used to
I just dont understand
And i dont think i ever will
