I can't take this pain
god, not right now.
pushing him away
as he tries to hold me close.
looking at me
wondering what he has done wrong.
I smile reassuring him,
and mutter it's nothing.
feeling his black eyes on my back
searching for the reason why.
oh my dark prince
you'll never understand.
what it's like to have,
the light of heaven in your soul dying.
while your living in hell.