Another one of my mistakes
And it stings
So badly
I think I went too far
I used whatever I had
I bled more than I ever did
Now Im scared
Cuz if someone finds out, Im dead
Deader than I already am
It was a mistake
But a mistake with a plan
I couldnt get enough
I couldnt wait to bleed again
I wanted to feel the sting
I needed to see the red
It was a mistake
But it made me feel new again