It's my fault

It's my fault that you're gone.
My fault that you are not here.

I could not keep you here.
I was never ever good enough.

It's my fault that everybody hurts.
That they have felt this loss.

I cannot let you go.
You are too dear to me.
How am I supposed to move on.
When you was the force behind me.
Pushing me further than I thought I could go.

It's my fault that you walked away.
I was not good enough because I needed you.
It's my fault that you are never coming back.
'cause I have learned to live without you.

(C) Camilla Hansen
[Once again a poem to a lost friend... ]