All the while..

The blade slides smoothly,
I feel the pain,

all the while

the pain inside relieves itself,
it starts to flow.
Red blood;My blood
it trickles down,
it dries,
it heals-
a scar in its place,

all the while

Realizing i am real
blood,
pain,
scars-
reminders.
i'm here

all the while

Trying to make reminders enough
stopping the need of the process,
hoping to feel real-
just by living