I'm looking for you
My friend
My hope
My spirit
How many cruel looks will I endure until you come?
Are You already here and I just don't realize?
I've been pushed around long enough to realize
That this is not my life
This isn't me
This isn't who I want to be
Where could my true friends be?
Where do I have to go to find you?
Nothing is holding me back
I can leave right away
But-
I realize you're just imaginary
There is no such thing as true friends.
They all abandon me in the end.