Too much to live..not enough to die

by XiixKiSzeDxAxGiRLxANDxiixLiKEDxiTX   Jan 19, 2008


EVERY-NIGH i TRY NOT TO CRY..ITS NOT LIKE I SHED 1 SINGLE TEAR
I SHED MORE THAN 1 JUST TOO MUCH
I CAN BARELY STARE

MY LIFE IS CRASHING DOWN ON ME
ALL AT ONCE
WHY CANT IT STOP
WHATS ALL THIS FUSS

I JUST WANNA GIVE IN
BUT JUST TRYNA BE STRONG
DONT WANNA MAKE A SCENE
DONT WANNA CRY NOMORE

I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND
I STAND BY MY OWN PRIDE
SIMPLE WORDSZ
I JUST WANNA BREAK DOWN AND CRY

♥IF I HAD A KNIFE I WOULD KILL MYSELF
WITHOUT HESTITATION
BUT I CANT
I CANT GO ON LIKE THIS

"GOD" WHY??
WHY WONT HE HELP ME
WHY ARE YOU TREATING ME LIKE THIS
CONSTANTLY QUESTIONING HIM
BUT STILL ITS LIKE HES NOT THERE

WHAT HAVE I DONE WRONG??
WHERE DID THIS ALL START??
WHY CANT I BE HAPPY???
WHY CAN I JUST BE ME???
ALL SIMPLE QUESTIONS
I CANT ANSWER
*SIGH*I JUST NEED 1 SIMPLE ANSWER

I FEEL LIKE RUNNING
RUNNING NOT ONLY AWAY FROM HOME
BUT FROM MY LIFE
I CANT LIVE NOMORE

WILL ANY1 CARE??
IF I were GONE
WILL THEY RUN AFTER ME??
I KNOW THAT WILL NEVER BE

IMA MISUNDERSTOOD TEEN
NO 1 TRULY UNDERSTANDS
BUT ME!!!

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  • 16 years ago

    by pLeASeTakEMyHeArT

    This is emotion and real! Sumtime I confuse myself so long and I finally see what is like in the past. It's take awhile, the answers, who knows what is going to change! But don't let NOBODY pull you down or ANYBODY control YOUR LIFE! Deal wit struggle is the hardest part to move on but don't put yourself hardest cause it's harder to figure why people ain't understanding you, BE OPEN IS ONLY MY ADVICE AND THAT WHAT HELP ME THROUGH MYSELF.. I DEALT IT FOR SO LONG.. Life is no mystery, life is a question!

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