This is emotion and real! Sumtime I confuse myself so long and I finally see what is like in the past. It's take awhile, the answers, who knows what is going to change! But don't let NOBODY pull you down or ANYBODY control YOUR LIFE! Deal wit struggle is the hardest part to move on but don't put yourself hardest cause it's harder to figure why people ain't understanding you, BE OPEN IS ONLY MY ADVICE AND THAT WHAT HELP ME THROUGH MYSELF.. I DEALT IT FOR SO LONG.. Life is no mystery, life is a question!