All about me

In my life people looked rite passed me
never did they ask 2 get to know the real me
all they ever did was call me out my name
some never even asked mi my name
i get lied 2 each and everyday of my life
i live by the words of qoutes who describes my life
all i ever wanted was to make things rite
but all i ever did was turn away
i tried 2 runaway from all my pain
but it's like i cant go no where
im stuck
it's like there's no way out
it's like i lie to every1
they no longer believe that am telling the truth
i want 2 cry
but instead i stick by for what i noe wont make me cry
but no1 would neva care
i deny those who i luv the most
ma own boyfriend am afriad to tell othas im his
this pain i live threw
has 2 go away
am getting sick in the worstes way
life getsz worst for me as i write this peom
i wana go some where
far away from home
but please dont stop me
or say dont go
cause am leaving
cant take this nomore
i dont even noe what else to say
some? wanna know mi life
but it would take along time 2 tell you my life
so much has 2 be said
so much i can barley hold on in my own head
who am i
i dont know
please some 1 help mi
please so
no1 understands how much i just wana tear out my soul
secrets r buried at the very tip of my soul
wanna let dem out
but my heart is telling mi no
i force fake smiles along ma face
every1 thinksz am always happy
but they do not know
the real me am telling you
they never wanna get 2 noe
i feel like a outsider
i just feel like i shouldnt live
tears are all my bestfriend
they stick by mi more then ne1 has eva did'
i cry
and no1 was ever there 2 ask mi y?
y i cry?
whats wrong?
but instead they dont care
im hopeless
theres nth left for me 2 say
i just wish people would
treat me in a more posivtive way!!!