All I'll Ever Need

I know its been a while
I know how you must feel
I know I would have been fine
Had I remembered to keep it real

I went against my conscious
I went against my will
I pretended to be, to cover up me
The thoughts haunt me still

The questions haven't stopped
How could I have been so stupid?
Was it the fact I was afraid of losing you?
That caused me to do what I did

Was I afraid of letting you in
Because I was afraid you'd see
My faiths and believes; form to be
The strongest part in me

Or was it because of who you are
Though you had your proof
Something inside me told me to keep denying
Because of all I had to lose

Now we're not speaking anymore
And you expect me to believe
That the truth Ive been hiding
Isn't the reason you broke up with me

But regardless, I thank you
What I experienced was tough
And you taught me who I am
Is more than enough

I thank you a million
For teaching me how to succeed
You showed me who I really am
Is all I'll ever need