I'm the shy girl with the glasses

I'm the shy girl with the glasses.
A hopeless lover.
Withthe long dark hair,
with a bit more meat on her bones than the other pretty girls.
But I don't care.

At home I lay on my bed,
I think of you.
I imagine the pillow right next to me is you
and I hug it tight,
as if it was a dream come true

At school I'm sure you don't know
That I stare at you whenever I get the chance.
I don't hold it for long,
just a few seconds.
Because that's more than enough that I can take.

We barely even talk to eachother.
I ask myself why I even bother.
In turn I give no answer.
So I just go on with it.
Continuing to hope.

You've never noticed me.
I know you haven't.
The real me is outside of school.
I really wish you knew.

I steal glances of you during lunch.
I see you with your guy bunch over there.
When you're not in homeroom,
I die a little inside I swear.

We both seem to live different lives.
But opposites attract, I know
You seem so close
yet far away.

The few friends I tell of this love
I only say it's an infatuation,
a simple puppy love.

But inside, I know that I
am just completely obsessed with you
But I also know,
something else that's true.

It's that i'm the very shy girl
with the cool maroon glasses,
with the long dark hair...
and is hopelessly in love.

(c)Alyse of Poems&Quotes