Pillow soak and wet (sry tired will finish later)

I'm drowin in this bed full of tears,
i'm cryin out but noone hears.
Lost and alone with nowhere to go,
i have both friends and family but i need much mo.
unloved and no warmth is what i feel,
so broken by them its almost like i can never heal,
Each day i look in the mirror and i HATE what i see,
Its a shame to feel like a stranger to ur own family.
To me life is like a jungle, i have to fight muh way to get through,
I'm young so i'm suppose to be vivid, but muh days are blue.
For a few minutes i'm happy, than someone knocks muh smile away,
It hurts feeling lonely even when your surrounded, it hurts feelin dis pain.