Look Mom, I'm on T.V!

Unable to eat,
the wounds left unhealed,
the pain is too much...
are you happy now?

you lied,
i lied,
it was a little thing in common,
but who knew that you could cut so deep,
with only one swipe of the knife.
are you happy now?

the bridges and roads;
they lead to nowhere
my heard is broken,
with your thumb print.
now tell me, are you happy now?

you were a mother,
a druggie,
a wh ore,
a s lut.
an excuse,
a runaway,
a punk rocker.
are you happy now

what am i?
am i supposed to lead you?
instead of the mother leading the child?
now, come on mommy. are you effing happy now?