Do I Truly Hold it?

For the first time
I am truly hurt
To be called a monster
To be looked upon like I was some kind of leper
And all from the one whom I would give anything for
I never thought you could cut me so low
I never knew you would deal me such a heavy blow
You’ve made me confused
You’ve turned me to ice
I know not what to do for all I can think is of that look in your eyes as you gazed upon me
I am not a monster
I am not some hideous beast
I am not some disgusting leper
I am the man who would lay bare his soul for you
I am the man who has given you his heart
I am the man who now thinks twice on whether I truly hold yours

(i know she loves me, was just a lil depressed)