Will u be my wife

Hey gurl
You are the only one i want
The only one i think about.
The only one i truely love

BUT

You've treated me wrong sometimes
As i've done the same
So all in all,its pretty bad
All in all its kinda sad

i lie here all alone
With a cigarette in my hand
thinking what u have done to me.
Hoping u would undestand.
are you proud of who i am?

sometimes when i cry
i will be alone where no one knows
And tears are falling from my eyes to my cheeks
from cloudy clouds to the ground
in the end
Im left around

And Gurl.

you do exist deep in my soul
And yet
u are the one i think its a worthly goal

so reconsider your decision gurl.
i will be ending this poetry now
but to me its like ending my life.
so before i go
will you be wife?