I have to let you go

Evertime i see you, talk to you, that funny feeling arises, the feeling that just wont go away, the feeling that tells you its here to stay.
With so many laughs and memories to keep in mind no words can express my gratitude and the way i feel for you.
I think your sweet, and understanding.
You make me smile for no reason.
Even when i make a stupid comment you make me laugh.
I adore you from the bottom of my heart.
But i think its time to let go, because i am no longer wishing to get hurt in a way i know ill regret,
I just want us to be friends, and nothing more, actually i will always wanna be yours even when i let you go.
But now that i know my feelings go more then a friendship, i wish this feeling would end, becasue it hurts so much.
But then i start to think.
Should i be happy that i met you? or upset that i love you and you are my best friend?
Should i smile or should i cry?
Should i remember that i love you or try to forget that i dont want to lose you?
Boy please tell me with no regret