Why do I find myself trying
Again and again.
When I know inside,
It's over, It's done.
I've lost another round,
Luck has won.
I'm giving in this time,
I don't know what to do.
I feel like I just want my time to end,
And the only person to save me,
Is you.
My whole world is nothing but false hope,
Something that just doesn't exist.
I'm finally throwing away every dream,
Every goal I've set onto a list.
All trash.
All nothing.
But a waste of space.
Waste of time.
Because the person I am,
Is no longer worthy.
No longer here.
Just a wandering soul,
With no feelings, no emotions,
No thoughts, no affections,
Just a shadow of misery
Wasting away...
