My heart was red
Full of laughter and happiness
Always helping others in anyway i can
Protecting everything that mattered to me
We went through obstacles and survived
We had very different interests but still we're friends
We're from different "clicks" but it never mattered
Finally finishing high school and celebrating
One last party of the year
Was also the last time for me and you
We never talked since then
Why was it so dark and painful?
Why was it easy for you but hard for me?
Am i such a bad person?
My heart turned black that day
I didn't just lose a friend
I lost "my person", my family
It's been scary and lonely
I've changed into someone different
Not knowing if it's a good thing or bad
A year went by
I should be over it
But i'm not and I think i never will be
My question is When will my heart be red again?
