The Girl Nobody Sees

I Almost Wish That I Were Dead,
Instead Of Laying Here In Bed.

Instead Of Suffering Endlessly,
Being In Pain Isn't What I Want To Be.

Wishing That I Would Just Die,
Instead Of Having To Cry.

Wishing I Could Just Lose It All,
Instead Of Having The Memories That Cause My Heart To Fall.

The Death Of Me Would Only Be,
A Scratch On Surface Of What Used To Be Me.

It Doesn't Matter If I Just Die,
It's Not Like Anybody Would Actually Cry.

I'm Just The Girl Who Nobody Sees,
Who Can't Even Be Realized When She's Down On Her Knees.

Begging God To Save Her Soul,
When All She Can Do Is Wish To Be Dead And In A Hole.

It Doesn't Matter What Goes On,
The Pain I Deal With Is Way To Strong.

It Hurts To Think To Breath To Live,
It Hurts To Remember Where All This Even Begins.

To Try And Remember The Pain Of My Past,
And Put It Behind Me And Lay Myself To Rest.

The Only Escape From This Hell Called Life,
Is To Take Myself Out With A Simple Little Knife.

A Cut Across Each Of My Wrists Will Do,
And Forget Every Single Memory Of You.

I Just Wish That I Could Be Dead,
And Finally Rest In Peace In My Coffin Bed.

No More Pain And No More Tears,
No More Hiding Because Of My Fears.

No More Suffering From Your Abuse,
No More Being Told I'm Of No Use.

No More Thinking Of Ending My Life,
Cuz I'd Already Have Done So With A Knife.

I'd Finally Be Able To Sleep Without Crying,
Without Thinking About Nothing But Dying.

Only To Die In A Manner Of Such Disgrace,
To End My Life And Forget Your Face.

Because I'm Just The Girl That Nobody Sees,
Even When I'm In Front Of You Begging On My Knees.

When I'm Begging You To Please Stop The Beating,
Or When I'm Lying On The Floor Bleeding.

If I Were Gone You Still Wouldn't See,
Everything That You'd Done To Me.

Your Beating My Bleeding,
My Cries And Pleading.

You Still Didn't See Me And What You Caused Me To Be,
Even Though You Were Beating The Life Outta Me.

I'm Just The Girl That Nobody Sees,
Even When She's Pleading Down On Her Knees.

All Because No Body Cares,
And Step Up For Her, Nobody Dares.

For If They Do They Will Become Invisible Too,
And That's Not Something They Would Want To Do.

For I'm Not Worth Becoming Invisible For,
Not Even When I'm Lying There, Dying On The Floor.

Because I Was Just That Girl That Nobody Would See,
Because Everybody Knew What It Was Like To Be Me.

Nothing But Hell Though Each And Every Day,
And The Loss Of My Life Was The Price That They'd Have To Pay.

Not Like They'd Cry When They Finally Found Me,
And The Mess Of Death That I Had Come To Be.

Because I Was The Invisible Girl That Nobody Seen,
Even When I Was Begging For My Life Down On One Knee.