Gone Before It Even Started ((song))

That smiling face that I saw everyday
Made me feel complete
But now that its gone I'm falling apart
I'm in a nightmare
That just wont seem to stop

It sounds strange when people say
You don't know how good something is tell its gone
To tell the truth I didn't believe it at first
But now I know its very true
So true in fact that it hurts

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Its all very good until gone
But after its over your left all alone
I never even got to tell you
That you stole my heart away
And I never had a chance of getting it back
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I wonder why I let you
Take my heart away
I felt it slipping since the first time we meet
And ever since I wished to be more that friends
But still you seemed to view me as a simple buddy

You have no idea how much that hurt
Down to my very core
And how bad I simply wanted to say
Those three little words that would make my feeling known
I love you.

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Those words just couldn't pass through my lips
For some reason I just couldn't say them
And now I think I know why
Because I knew if you didn't feel the same way
Are friendship would be gone
((End Chorus))

To this day I wish
I could have said those words
But now I guess its too late
Because you have moved away
Physically and emotionally

While you were still here I was always jealous
Of those boys you always talked about
Right there in front of me
Because you saw me as a simple friend
Nothing more nothing less

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It hurt my heart so badly
It tore me in two
And you didn't even realize
That the reason was because of you
And the fact that I knew you didn't really love me
((End Chorus))

Invisible tears ran down my cheeks
Hurt eyes looked down at the ground
Frown hidden beneath a smile
A perfect mask hiding my emotions
A mask I still wear even now

But now you wont have a chance to realize
The mask I wear before my face
Because you are no longer here
You no longer can see my face
And you can no longer stop me from wishing for darkness to destroy me

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Thats right now its said and done
As I sit here all alone
Thinking back on all are happy memories
But the memories are always bitter sweet
Because they remind me that you saw me simply as a friend
((End Chorus))