My Self Destruction...

~*~*~*Thank you for taking the time to read this....this was written in one of my lowest moments in life, when i feel love will never find me. This is written for someone that i know not and for someone i wish to find. No rhyme, no structure, no anything....simple words poured out of me....Hope you enjoy~*~*~*

In my heart I'm screaming for you. Every tantalizing breath i take in, i force an arduous wail of pure destruction out. It eats at my soul, my inner being. I'm fading ino the abyss which i've come to know so well; what is slowly becoming me. I'm dying for you to reach out and touch me, if only for a second. If i could feel those fingers on my body, i might indeed be the girl i once was. I'm taking in all this air and polluting the world with my heart-ache. If i could for once stop breathing just to see your face and know who you are then i would. I would die to feel your lips on my forehead. I would go blind just to see your face one time. I would go deaf just to hear your voice and hear you say you love me and mean it with every fiber of your being. My love for you is like my heart; It dies without you but beats strongly when i feel you. Although your face is my greatest mystery and you are deaf to my pleas and blind to my love, never let me go. Never forget what you could have had. Never forget my face you've never seen. Never forget my voice filled with agony which you've never heard. Never forget the girl you never saw....Never forget....me.

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by:Amber