Shaken up

Shaken up
No reason why
Tell me one thing
But it was a lie

Make me feel
I have done wrong
No way to save something
That wasn't there all along

Jumping to conclusions
Thinking of past weeks
wondering how
In me could be little cheeks

Mourning something
That was not real
Crying at night
Not knowing how to feel

Would i have kept it
or thrown a life away
Would i want to make the choice
Or let nature have its way

Relief and anger
Consume my thoughts
Nothing to worry about
But its all I've been taught

Shaken up
No reason why
Still thinking of the life
That could easily die