What is Sad?
What is lonely?
Is being 'sad', 'alone'?
Or is it the other way around?
I can't describe how I feel
But I know, it seems hollow
This heart I have
Could not mind describe?
It seems tears wanted to flow
But what reasons it has to?
I'm pre-occupied of things
That I do not know it bothers too.
Is this sadness, or is loneliness I feel?
I'm alone in the world,
And I grieved on something,
Is it worth remembering?
Is having someone bodily departed,
Makes me sad or alone?
Or, having someone
Who is sensitively lost, has gone?
Maybe the latter will have the answer
To this questions
I don't know what to feel.
But I don't know what I felt...
I guess the saddest day a man can have
Is having someone dearly gone.
But a man can be lonely, I guess
If having someone dearly gone,
Not physically But emotionally.
And I guess what I feel
Is neither sad, nor loneliness.
But the aftermath of the latter two,
Is - emptiness..
Without you friend...
(composed on: January 24, 2008 during the third time of me and my friends' trouble)
