Tonite

SO HERE I WAS
DROWNING ONCE AGAIN IN MY SORROW
GOT LOST IN THE PAST
AND MY OLD MEMORY'S

THIS TIME WAS SO DIFFERENT
I'VE NEVER SLIPPED SO FAST OR SO LONG
NO REASON FOR ME TO FEEL THIS WAY AT THE MOMENT
SO DEEPLY LOST IN THE BACK OF MY MIND
AND NO ONE COULD HAVE WOKE ME FROM THIS DREAM

I SAT HERE CLEAN AS A NEEDLE
AND I COULD BARELY STAY STRONG
I REALLY COULDN'T
I FELT AS IF SOMEONE TOOK OVER MY MIND
AND AS TIME WENT ON
I REACHED FOR THE BLADE
AND SLID IT ACROSS MY WRIST

WITH EVERY CUT
I FELT LIKE SCREAMING
I SAT HUNCHED OVER
SO NUMB AND FULL OF PAIN
I TOLD YOU BEFORE IT WAS GETTING STRONGER

I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT CAME OVER ME
I DON'T KNOW WHY I DID IT
OR ANY OF THE QUESTIONS YOU'LL BE WANTING TO ASK

(C) MADDY

~some of this is true some of it isn't,just letting out emotions~