Just friends*

Really its simply hard to explain
i thought that in time your heart i would gain
sad to think you'ud actually care
when you were the one that was never there
blank pages on my notebook mysteriously fill
black ink and a pen let my heart just spill
spill out the words i could never say
still until this very day
thinking you'ed read them i wrote them all down
sarcastically you said you deserve a crown
a crown for being so stupid you say
my hearts still crumbling this very day
and yet you dont even care
you see me out the corner of your eye you know i stare
i stare at you and than at her
cause where she is is where i wish i were
but you,you'ed never let me in
you'ed bluntly reply "we are meant to be just friends".

*Tiia*