I laid at night
thinking of you
i could not even sleep
i closed my eyes and herd your voice
i remembered the day we met
i hold back my tears
telling myself
that I'm over you
but yet i don't understand
why i hurt myself when i think of the day you left
why i tried to die for you
i tell myself I'm over you
but i think I'm lying to myself
because when the picture of you and her
come in my head
i cry and hurt myself
trying to get better
i ask myself
why did i have to be ugly
why did i have to be stupid
...
why do u hate me
i cry more as the blood falls to the floor
i can still hear your voice saying my name
as my vision gets all blurry
my last breath comes really close
and i can see nothing now
but with the last few breaths i have
i had to say
i love you.
