Look at me now,
iam not who i used to be and a dont know how!
my hair and my makeup..its all different,
this all started with my first boyfriend.
he corrupted me, kept me on my knees,
everyone suspected that i was beat..
Hell, no one cared!
they left me alone in the cold..scared!
Staying on guard id watch what id say,
hoping that id see the next day.
i tried to escape,
But all it did was cause a rape..
he kept me locked away,
not seeing light for days.
until a night out on the town..
it was our anniversary i wore crimson gown.
i slipped a note to the Waiter,
telling him that my mounds needed care.
that night he was locked away,
i waited to make him pay!!
turns out at 16 i was having a baby.
i returned home and told the old lady,
her reaction was very wrong!!
left out on the streets nowhere to belong,
my life before wasn't that bad!!Now its gone i realize what i had!!
look at me now!
Iam not who i used to be and i know how...
